I'm in very stress mood now. Everything seems so difficult to achieve, my exam result, th things I wants, th life I wanna have. It's so difficult, even if I tried to scold my ownself? It does not worked. Families is important, I suddenly realise. Why they give me so much, but sometimes I don't even trust them. Think that they dislike me or whatever. So bullshit of myself. Why am I so slack? Fucking nb mood keeep swinging like how's your playground swing. I neeeeed to reallly realllly study, but I lazy. That's th point. Everything just blame to my Lazy-ness, included me. Whatever I had done, I regret. to Many thingss, Many people...
Why I don't wanna study hard hard now instead of crying and typing bullshit? duhhhs; lazy.