I think concerning and worrying about things is a waste of time, I think?
What can I do when I don't cherish others around? Different people have different life. I can't force you and you and you to be with me all the time. The only thing I can do, is to be focus, in my studies. That's it. That's my way if living now. I'm not good in talking, though quite irritating. I'm not good in mixing friend, though I fixed with some friends. I'm not good in smiling, though I laugh whenever I want. I'm not good in expressing, though I'm typing so much in my blog. This is how I expressing feeling in my rotten English, This is how I relaxing myself in blogging everyday. This is how I sharing how lifeless I'm, to you.